who said that i wasnt right? ive lived for years without a life. dont have a soul on my side. still ridiculed despite how hard that i have tried. dont take me under your wing, i dont need a hand, dont need anything. ive got a roof over my head as if id rather be alone with me instead. close yet far. drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are. and ill tip my hat to those who cant believe its me. and i never never never ever wanted this to be. i can hear the sounds of the city. sunrise and set are the same to me. a hesitating pulse is good company, and my reflection offers no apology...close yet far. drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are. and ill think of days when there was something to believe. and i never never never ever wanted this to be...
so ive basically just been hearing about heartbreak this past week. rach told me she couldnt sleep or eat, crazy cause thats how i was feeling last week. though i couldnt cry for some reason, even when i thought about him with her. maybe it wasnt heartbreak afterall. cause im pretty mellow right now. i think im going to be ok, though i feel like im missing a giant piece of something. i trusted him so much and we used to talk for hours. but no more remenissing, time to watch movies and get fat.
so ive basically just been hearing about heartbreak this past week. rach told me she couldnt sleep or eat, crazy cause thats how i was feeling last week. though i couldnt cry for some reason, even when i thought about him with her. maybe it wasnt heartbreak afterall. cause im pretty mellow right now. i think im going to be ok, though i feel like im missing a giant piece of something. i trusted him so much and we used to talk for hours. but no more remenissing, time to watch movies and get fat.
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contemplated existance at 12:40 AM
